Am I $c3N3 enough?!
Great Quotes:
Shakespeare: "Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but the risk is that you will surely lose the person for a lifetime.
Napoleon: "The world suffers a lot. Not because of the violence of bad people, but because of the silence of good people.
Einstein: "I am thankful to all those who said NO to me, because of them I did it myself"
Mahatma Gandhi: "The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong"
Dr. Seuss: "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
My story
So there’s this guy I met around February sometime. We were friends with benefits from the start. I guess when I said no emotions he got upset because he liked me. We grew emotions and had an amazing time. But here’s where I fucked up. I lied to him. Because I thought since we weren’t anything but friends with benefits at the time I did. I hurt him. I feel like shit for it. I did something wrong, but then again, he lied to me too. I got passed his, he can’t get passed mine. But back to my story. We spent countless days and nights together. We laughed and kissed, held hands and I had the best days of my life with him. My anxiety left when I was spending my times with him. He knew how to cheer me up, he used to hold me when I was crying. Kissed me spontaneously and made me the happiest girl alive. I fucked up the best thing that ever happened to me in my life. I grew so close to him. I honestly fell so in love with him in the little time we had together. I wish I could fix everything, but now…he’s in love with someone else. It hurts me to know that he wants her now. I messed up so bad with my lie. I cry every night because of it. I just wish I could fix everything. To be how we used to be. To fall asleep in eachothers arms. To be your baby seal again. If you’re reading this, I’m sorry. I messed up so fucking bad. You told me you missed the old us. You made me so happy. Then I find out you’re in love with someone from the past which makes me feel like you never cared. I feel played. You came over tto Listen to me talk. I ended up crying and you laughed. Everyone tells me you’re not worth it. But I know you are. I miss us. I can forgive everything you done or said. I won’t give up. I can’t. If I look at another guy, I want to throw up. Please I’m begging you to just try. Please.
